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Am i a bad person

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Edited on 24/05/2016 at 23:10

okay so i have a lot going on and the stress of being in constant pain and everything is getting to me... 

so an old problem i haven't seen in years has arisen....

this may seem silly...

but as i have never told anyone about this...

it's hard for me to talk about....

 

but i feel a split personality coming on me again after many years and i don't like it....

i am trying to fight it...

because it's not something i want....

but it's something that is occurring....

 

am i a bad person for this...

i am trying so hard for this not to happen but it's slowly creeping up on me...

 

i don't know how and i don't know why!!!
but this is a really scary place for me to be in...

as  i am still trying to find myself as a person given everything i have been through....

i'm terrified....

 

but the question is am i the only one???
And am i a bad person??????

 

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14/05/2016 at 20:52

Good advisor

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No , you are not a bad person; you are just going down a rocky path . Stick with the good things and try and ignore the bad things running through your mind. 

It is never too late to learn to open up and really communicate with others; your GP,a close friend or someone on this site. 

You are not alone on here.

Take care of yourself. 

Big hugs x


Am i a bad person https://www.carenity.co.uk/forum/other-discussions/living-with-behavioural-disorders-mental-illne/am-i-a-bad-person-1029 2016-05-14 20:52:48
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15/05/2016 at 09:21

Nope 100 per cent not a bad person *have another big hug* take one day at a time, your have good days and bad ones, just ride it out hun


Am i a bad person https://www.carenity.co.uk/forum/other-discussions/living-with-behavioural-disorders-mental-illne/am-i-a-bad-person-1029 2016-05-15 09:21:25
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16/05/2016 at 21:11

thanks guys i really appreciate it

 

god bless you


Am i a bad person https://www.carenity.co.uk/forum/other-discussions/living-with-behavioural-disorders-mental-illne/am-i-a-bad-person-1029 2016-05-16 21:11:38
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16/05/2016 at 21:33

No problem trust me, i dont feel human anymore i feel angry and hurt and thats about it lol 


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17/05/2016 at 15:18

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I felt as if I had 2 or 3 personalities in my head at one time and it`s logical to think it will get worse , but along with some other strange symptoms I found they subsided as soon as my depression improved ( along with feelings of guilt and being bad ) .


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17/05/2016 at 19:15

yeah its really weird how the brain can mess you around, keep talking though :) 


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17/05/2016 at 20:42

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In the depths of dark depression logic thinking goes out of the window. 

Depression has so many symptoms but as long as you get the help and truly accept it then along with helping yourself and preparing yourself for the 2 steps forward 3 steps back approach will banish those symptoms.

Don't beat yourself up on low days; accept it and move on.

Little by little, day by day.

I wish you well.


Am i a bad person https://www.carenity.co.uk/forum/other-discussions/living-with-behavioural-disorders-mental-illne/am-i-a-bad-person-1029 2016-05-17 20:42:20
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22/05/2016 at 00:14

thanks guys well to be honest things just got a whole lot worse for me so it's sucking me in and i hate it to be honest and my G.P is no help...

so i just don't know what to do


Am i a bad person https://www.carenity.co.uk/forum/other-discussions/living-with-behavioural-disorders-mental-illne/am-i-a-bad-person-1029 2016-05-22 00:14:26
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22/05/2016 at 08:01

DiGyal have you tried seeing a different GP or have you got a community mental health team? 


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22/05/2016 at 08:02

I have felt really bad recently :/ So they want me to try a new medication next week which i am scared about because it can mess you up even more at least it can be very bad reaction with your blood work :/ 


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